The world is a mess right now - but that doesn't mean that we can't continue to grow and learn and create. I'm thankful that composer Ricky Lombardo has contributed his creative genius to the world with this suite he has entitled "Quarantunes". As Ricky says in the description - "Home is the place to be while quarantined and hunkered down during the COVID-19 pandemic to stay safe."
Since I'm home with a lot of time on my hands, I have enjoyed learning these pieces and would like to share them with you. I took a few liberties. Instead of playing everything on the c flute, I did the middle movement on alto and the final movement on piccolo. (Hope you don't mind, Ricky.)

I think that's my biggest dilemma during these days of the Corona Virus quarantine - What should I do?
I can't go to work.
I shouldn't go visit other people. 
I can't participate in musical ensembles.
I severely dislike doing housework.
Taking walks is OK, but I always feel like I'm wasting time. I don't mind walking with a purpose - like shopping, or walking on the beach, or visiting one of the theme parks, but just going for a walk around the neighborhood just feels weird.
I want to help others, but I'm not sure what I can do or what I have to offer that will be useful or helpful.
Even though I'm still getting paid, I don't know how long that will continue, so I don't know that I have enough monetary resources to sustain my own family.
Without a daily schedule or an ending in sight, it can be difficult to stay motivated to keep up with anything. 
I have homework for an online class I've been taking this year, but it's really hard to stay focused.
I've participated in a few virtual recordings. That has been fun, but it's kind of weird to do your own little part all by yourself. But how many takes do you do before sending it in? Is there such a thing as a perfect run-through? We are depending a lot on the technical expertise of others to put it all together. 
I'm ready to start back up to work!
I'm even willing to wear a face mask and gloves in order to do so. Rather than all of us becoming a drain on the system, I think most of us would rather be working and being productive members of society. 
I obviously don't have the answers. But I do have lots of questions. 
And lots of prayers. There is always time for prayer. During times of rejoicing or times of sorrow or celebrations or confusion. Staying in communication with my loving savior will help me. And for that, I will keep going.

Well, things are a mess out there! 
But, I'm in here - and I have a mess of blessings!
A few weeks ago, during a private music lesson, my student and I were discussing how to deal with life when everything is a mess. She had a hard time believing me when I told her that no matter what was happening she still had control over some things - like her reactions. No matter what is happening on the outside, YOU are the only one with control over how YOU react to what is happening. You can not always control what is happening. But you don't have to give over control of how you react.
And in this time of a global pandemic, I can not control many aspects of my life right now.
But I can control how I react.
I can choose to give up or become anxious or angry. But none of those choices will help me at this time.
So I choose to focus on the blessings that I have.
And I have so many blessings!
There is an old gospel hymn, "Count Your Blessings". The words to this hymn have sustained me many times over the years when despair has threatened to overtake me. Johnson Oatman, Jr., wrote the words over 100 years ago, and they still ring true today.
1st verse: When upon life's billows you are tempest-tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost.
Count your many blessings; name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord has done.
Chorus: Count your blessings;
Name them one by one.
Count your blessings;
See what God hath done.
2nd verse: Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings; every doubt will fly.
And you will be singing as the days go by.
3rd verse: When you look at others with their lands and gold,
Think that Christ has promised you his wealth untold.
Count your many blessings; money cannot buy
Your reward in heaven nor your home on high.
4th verse: So amid the conflict, whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged; God is over all.
Count your many blessings; angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey's end.

So, in no particular order, here are some of my blessings that I count today:

• I have a loving family
• I have a safe home with a comfortable bed
• I work with the motto, "Be Prepared", so my pantry stays stocked for times like these
• Music is ALWAYS available - I have my flutes, a piano, a ukelele, a guitar, a digiridoo, various rhythm instruments, and my voice
• My husband is capable of taking care of many of the repairs on our home
• The 3 of us living in this home at this time know how to get along with each other and enjoy being together
• Modern technology has given us many outlets to be together - even when we are apart
• I have a loving Savior and there is no power greater in all the earth

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It's messy outside. Not horrible - just icky. Cloudy, drizzly, overcast, chilly - icky.
A good day to stay home in bed.
​But today is also my mother-in-love's 85th birthday. She lives a little over an hour away, so we're taking her out to lunch. NOT celebrating her birthday is NOT an option. Not everyone gets to celebrate 85 years of life. And she about didn't get to celebrate it because of major health concerns at the end of last year. 
But she's still here on earth and a little messy weather isn't going to stop us from celebrating!
Don't let the mess and 'ickiness' of your life keep you from celebrating either!

Boy has this week been full!
But I did it! Whew!
Sunday and Monday I had to be out of town (unexpectedly) and had to relinquish all responsibilities previously scheduled. Called in favors from another director to direct my bell choir at church in the morning and rescheduled rehearsals. Whew!
Tuesday I wanted to recuperate from the weekend, but I had to lead a class for new hires at work. So, I had to be "ON" for 8 hours PLUS I was being shadowed by another person who will be leading a similar class in the future. Nothing like talking for 8 hours straight! Whew! 
Wednesday and Thursday were 'regular' days at work, except that I needed to make up everything that I didn't do Monday or Tuesday. AND I was going to be at a Flute Convention Friday, so I needed to make sure that I pre-prepped everything that I could for missing another day in the office this week. Squishing a 5-day work week into 2 days. Whew! 
Friday, Saturday, and Sunday were full with flutes! The Florida Flute Convention was taking place and I was assisting at one of the Exhibitor Booths and performing in one of the weekend concerts. Lots of wonderful music, reconnecting with flutist friends from other areas, late nights, piccolos, contra-bass flutes, making new friends, setting up & taking down the booth, selling flutes, accessories, and LeFreques, and not much sleeping! Whew!
PLUS  . . . 
I'm taking 2 online courses that have reading and homework and tests and projects. This evening I had 2 papers due in one class and a project and a test due in the other. I honestly didn't think I was going to make it this week. But I just finished getting everything uploaded and submitted!!! WHEW!!!!
Of course, the real kicker is that I had gone to the doctor's last week for a check and she wanted me to keep an eye on my blood pressure this week. Hmm.. Guess what... My blood pressure was running a little high this week! Can you imagine that?! I wonder why?!
Oh, wait . . . could it be everything I just listed above?!
Ah, well - what can you do? I'm looking forward to a slightly boring week this coming week. I still have work and rehearsals and responsibilities, but hopefully all the 'extra' stuff will ease off a little bit and let my blood pressure ease off a little bit as well.
Whew...

Have yourself a messy, little Christmas....
That's way the carol goes, right?
Or, actually, that's the way life goes!
Because, really, Christmas is messy. It always has been. The first Christmas was DEFINITELY messy! Riding through the dessert on the back of donkey - while you're 9 months pregnant - and having to give birth in a stable - now THAT is MESSY! (At least there wasn't any snow!)
I have wonderful memories of Christmases growing up in Florida. My father was a minister, and so there was always a Christmas Eve candle light service(one of my most favorite traditions), which meant any traveling had to happen AFTER that service was over. And we always traveled to Jacksonville to wake up to spend Christmas day with the grandparents and cousins. It was wonderful to be around so much family at Christmas - but also messy. Trying to get all the presents, luggage, and 7 people packed into the station wagon so late at night. And Daddy drove, even though he was more than likely exhausted from taking care of his 'flock' and preparing for all of the extra worship services and then his time away from the church office. At least, being in Florida, we didn't have to worry about snow - now THAT would be REALLY MESSY!
The whole gift giving thing is messy as well. Does it all have to be equal? In size, in number, in amount spent, in time and effort? Boy, that makes it rather stressful. But does it need to be? What is the reason behind giving the gifts? For me, I like to give gifts to the people in my life that I care about - my family, my close friends and co-workers, and so on. Some gifts are big, some are little. And sometimes it's the little gifts that are the most memorable. And don't get me started on bows - they start out pretty, but get squished and damaged in travel. My MIL always hollers "Save me the bows" as we are opening presents at her house. So she ends up with dozens of squished bows. One year I wrapped up a bag of new bows for her to open on Christmas so we didn't have to save the old squished ones anymore. Guess what - she still hollered "Save me the bows"! Some traditions are hard to let go of - even if they involve squishy, messy bows!
And, of course, there's the whole - WHO do you spend Christmas with decision! Talk about MESSY! As my children were growing up, we opted to alternate holidays with each side of the family - my side for Christmas/my husband's side for Thanksgiving - my side for Thanksgiving/my husband's side for Christmas. Perfect - except that whichever side had Thanksgiving that year had to be prepared to share Christmas gifts a month early since we wouldn't be together for Christmas - and we were back to messy!
Now that my children are grown, it's still messy. It's rare that my husband and I both have the holiday off from work. We actually do this year and so we're doing a stay-cation at a resort nearby! Both my boys will be with us, but my daughter-in-love will be with her family for the holiday. We will visit my parents and then my husband's mother, spending most of the day driving, but spending time with the one's we love. Hopefully the roads won't be too messy - but at least there won't be snow down here in central Florida! ​
Since we're staying at a a resort, I brought some decorations with us. The wooden trees were made by my grandfather before I was born, and they are a little beat-up and weathered. But they travel well and add a nice backdrop to the wooden nativity I brought. It's not my fanciest nativity scene, but, again, it travels well and gets the point across. The angel was a last minute addition when the string broke as we were putting her on the Christmas tree. I think she goes well with the nativity scene!
Since we're in a condo, we brought a potted Norfolk pine as our Christmas tree. It probably won't be pictured in any decorative magazines, but the lights and ornaments add a festive touch. It's not the traditional shape of a Christmas tree, and the ornaments are a little random - what can I say - it's a bit of a mess! But that hasn't stopped us from putting presents underneath and celebrating anyway.
And isn't that what Christmas is all about? The world was a bit of a mess, so God sent his only son to remind us that he loves us and we should love each other - despite the circumstances and messes that we tend to get ourselves into. 
So try to tolerate, or even enjoy, the messes that happen this Christmas - and throughout the rest of the year. And remember to love each other, despite the messiness of the circumstances in which you find yourself. 
​Messy Christmas!

I love my family! But, boy, family relations can be such a mess at times! 
And add the holidays to the mix . . . it's a wonder that anybody is left to greet the new year!
But family is important - at least my family is important to me. I have a large family that is fairly intact! My parents live a little over an hour away, as does my mother-in-love (in another direction). I have 4 siblings spread across 3 states and 2 continents. Each of my siblings is married with children (along with some grandchildren for each of them). 
I also have a husband and children of my own, along with a daughter-in-love. My younger son and his wife are in the process of moving, but at the moment, we're all in the same town.
Communication is enhanced through the use of social media since we can't all see each other face-to-face on a daily basis. Facebook and texts are fine, but they aren't the same as a hug or a helping hand. (But depending on the drama of the day, sometimes the distance is necessary!) 
Because families are messy.
They are filled with people that all have the absolute CORRECT way to do anything. Except that it's not always the 'same' CORRECT way! And it doesn't always match MY CORRECT way! Don't they know that if they would just do what I say, it would all be perfect?! Hmph!
Well, it might be perfect for me, but not necessarily perfect for them. That's the messy part - trying to figure out which correct method is actually the perfect solution for the current situation. 
So, we work our way through the mess and hope to hug it out on the far side. 
Hope you can work your way through your own messy family interactions as this year comes to a close. Consider that 'your' correct solution might not match 'their' correct solution, and try to keep the volume under control and the hugs frequent!